.Saturday, October 4, 2008 ' 2:40 PM Y
Ermm..long time since i update...i hav been think through all e memories den i hav been done it...ermm...a few wk ago,my grandma hav passed away...
although i dont feel sad but i still miss my grandma..
ermm...even e funeral ended, wat can i say i onli can say,c n say bye bye 2 her onli...
nothing i can do...n sometimes u nd 2 accept e true den plp give u....
even passed away u oso nd 2 accept it...watever thing just let it be...
n i dont 1 2 noe it le...n i noe my grandma will nt 1 anyone 2 be upset even she passed away...
so i understand it when on dat day come, i will noe nt 2 be upset cause i noe everybody will die one day....so nt nd 2 be sad...cause everybody nd 2 be through on tis day....so wat we nd 2 do is 2 be happy...cause my grandma will 1 mi 2 be happy all e times...
ermm..wat i think is dont wait until she dead den u upset...
n i think is no use anymore...cause she will nt be able 2 c...
onli when she living den u shld spent more times with her...
serious i didnt spent much time with her cause due to some reason bahx...
i noe she will forever with mi even though she passsed away...
she will be like a star will always protected mi whenever i feel down...
i wish 2 c a lot of star at night den twinkle twinkle e star 2 mi on my birthday den day...
a small girl wanna 2 c stars at night...but she noe den could nt be happened...
mi so big liao didnt even c a lot of star at night be4....but i hav c a few star be4 when at night...
how i wish i can c n i noe den is a silly wish...
n i wanna 2 c my grandma is once of e star at night...
n i wish 2 c e stars at night with my love ones like my family or friend...
but mostly i wanna say i will always miss my grandma in my heart n memories...
n i think den is enough already...time will prove everything...
ermm..life still must go on...